Since you explicitly address me, I hesitantly answer this:
I am an active voter on linguistics.se having cast more than 6.600 votes until today. The majority of my votes (almost 5k) are upvotes but there is a significant portion of downvotes, too. I usually vote on new questions and answers when they come up and I tend to ignore the author of the question or answer. So expect that almost any active user on this site has received some votes of mine.
Before the "current events" unfolded I was also active in the review queues and cast close votes, leave open votes, reopen votes, and leave closed votes. I have reduced that activity and only cast close votes on new or active questions right now.
Note that this site is not only for getting a question answered, but also a project of creating a comprehensive set of questions and answers for further reference by future users. Not every question is suitable for this purpose, a famous example being the identification of snippets of unknown languages. It is not unusual that the asker of the question gets an answer in the comments, however those questions are closed and removed from the site. This is not an offense at the original poster, it is just a policy of the site.
I consider the suitability of questions and answers as described above as one of my criteria in voting.
Now back to you: By your behaviour it seems that you currently do not share the goals of this site and you are not contributing to them. Take a break and think whether you want to change your usage patterns of this site or to move on to another place.